Review: STILL (Grip #2) by Kennedy Ryan

STILL
Kennedy Ryan
Publication date: September 24, 2017
Series: Grip #2
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Romance
Format: Audio book
Source: Hoopla
5 Stars

GOODREADS  







S Y N O P S I S

**STILL is the conclusion of Grip & Bristol's emotional journey. You must read FLOW, the prequel, and GRIP, book 1 before beginning STILL**
I'll be there.
Through thick and thin.
Ride or die.
You can count on me.


The promises people make.
The vows we take.
Assumptions of the heart.
Emotion tells us how we feel, but life...life has a way of plunging us in boiling water, burning away our illusions, testing our faith, trying our convictions.
Love floating is a butterfly, but love tested is an anchor.

For Grip and Bristol,
Love started at the top of the world
On a Ferris wheel under the stars
But when that love is tested, will they fly or fall?

M Y   T H O U G H T S

Still is one of those books that, when I finished it, I knew I would never be able to come up with words that would do it justice. It was jaw-droppingly good. Kennedy Ryan is amazingly gifted and has a talent for story telling that is, for me, almost unrivaled. Emotional, gripping, and utterly realistic. She creates characters that are so fully realized, so flawed, and so passionate. Combined with her powerful writing, her poetry, and her attention to detail, it all culminates in a one of a kind reading experience.

Grip and Bristol faced new challenges in Still. Grip’s career was skyrocketing, Bristol continued to represent the latest and greatest at Prodigy, and Grip’s focus was pulled more and more to the issues of social injustice that were his passion. Forced to confront those who would condemn their relationship, they found themselves continually looking inward and counting on their deep commitment to see them through. They loved deeper, they fought harder, and they faced challenges that tested the very fabric of their connection.


If I thought I loved Flow and Grip (the prequel and the first book), Still took it all to the next level. The characters I loved cemented themselves in my heart and I loved with them, struggled with them, and cried with them. Bristol’s never-ending compassion continued to be both her strength and her weakness. Again and again, she was willing to overlook petty jealousies and cruelties, to rise above, and extend an open hand and build bridges. I loved and admired this about her. And her unconditional love for Grip, her iron will when it came to loving him and defending him, was her strength.

When I thought of my husband, I didn’t dream in color, I dreamt in character.

And then there was Grip. He owned me. A musician, a rapper, a poet. A man of conviction, who saw hard truths and was willing to not only speak them but work to change them. His desire to do more, be more, to keep learning, to effect change. His openness, his patience, his utter devotion to Bristol – he was the best kind of man.

I’ll never forget this moment when, through the abject fear and despair and exhaustion saturating her eyes, I glimpse her trust in me. It’s the greatest gift I’ve ever received.

There were moments during Still that my heart beat quicker at the passion between Bristol and Grip. Moments that I practically melted from the way Grip expressed his love for Bristol. Moments when I fumed over the small-minded hatred they encountered. And moments when I had tears running down my face for the unbelievable heartache they endured. Still delivered it all.

My eyes will never stray.
My heart will never wander,
gladly leashed to you all my days.
I am fixed on you.

Kennedy Ryan writes more than just a love story. She manages to interweave social issues, poetry, humor and heart and combines it all to make a story that is vast and rich and relevant. Still was smart and thought-provoking, beautiful and gritty - and completely unforgettable.


Monthly Wrap Up | February 2020


WHAT HAPPENED IN FEBRUARY
  • January was the longest month ever and then February passed in the blink of an eye. Time is trippy.
  • We got a brief taste of winter in February - and by brief I mean like, two days - but otherwise Florida decided to skip winter this year and move right on to spring. And, on a few days, even summer. This is not good. I am not ready. 
  • Things at the office felt unusually busy all month. Not bad, just busy. As the EA, there are at times some interesting things that fall within my purview. Last month one of those things was coordinating tickets for The Players Championship, an annual golf tournament on the PGA Tour. It's a huge event that takes place locally and they switched to all mobile ticketing this year. So a lot of my workdays were actually taken up with working on the distribution of golf tournament tickets. LOL Never a dull moment. :)
  • I enjoyed the three day weekend mid-month but the downside is that there's now a long drought in holidays until late May. (Thankfully a week of R&R will happen before then.)
  • Lastly, we had an unexpected visit from family in North Carolina at the tail end of the month. It made for a hectic weekend, but it was also great to see them and we had a good time together.

WHAT I READ IN FEBRUARY


I read nine books in February and, considering that I was finally coming out of a months-long reading slump, and it was a short month, it felt like a huge success. There were a couple duds but overall I had some awesome reads and continued to feel like I wanted to just dive into all my books and read everything I own. :)

(* denotes an audio book)

FORMATS
Total Read: 9
4 physical books
4 audiobooks
1 e-book
(1 ARC: Great and Precious Things)

TOP OF THE HEAP
Epic and The Queen of Nothing
It was kind of a foregone conclusion that I would love Epic. I mean, it's Wes and Jamie. It's #Wesmie! I adored this visit with two of my favorite guys. My only issue: it was too short and I wanted more. The Queen of Nothing gave me just what I wanted after two books of slow burn: more Jude + Cardan. The scheming and plotting continued but I also got all the feels that I wanted.

THE ONE THAT MADE ME WANT TO HUG A CHARACTER
The Music of What Happens
I picked up the audio version of The Music of What Happens after reading Sam's review. It was equal parts sweet and funny and heartbreaking. Max and Jordan were so different but brought out the best in each other. They were also both struggling with issues that hurt my heart and made me want to just hug them and make it all better. 

THE ONE THAT WAS JUST WHAT I WANTED
The Dark Light of Day
Toward the end of the month I found myself craving something dark and twisted. Just some really messed up characters doing really messed up stuff. Oh, hello, T.M. Frazier, and thank for for totally delivering. The Dark Light of Day was exactly what I was looking for. I was totally sucked into Abby's world and the more twisted things got the happier I was. It definitely had me itching to read more from Frazier.

WHAT HAPPENED ON THE BLOG
I had 15 blog posts in January and shared eight reviews: 
I shared some of my five star predictions, the fictional characters I would follow on social media, and the books that gave me a serious book hangover. I also took part in the Favorite Things giveaway and was happy to gift several winners with signed copies of books. 

WHAT I'M CURRENTLY READING




WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE READ IN FEBRUARY?

WWW Wednesday #79 | March 4, 2020


WWW Wednesdays is a meme hosted by Taking on a World of Words.
Just answer three questions and share what you're reading.


It's supposed to be 84 degrees today. Will someone please come and spirit me away to someplace cold? I'm not ready for the 80's yet. Too soon. Do not like.

WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING?

    



 I just started The Honey-Don't List this morning so I only had a bit of time before heading to the office, but even so I'm already liking it. It's an interesting premise and I'm already curious about how things will progress with Carey and James.
Current progress: 11%

I've had books by Alessandra Torre on my bookshelf and on my Kindle for years but have yet to read anything by her. I recently saw Filthy Vows on Hoopla and decided to give the audio version a try. I wouldn't say I love it but it's entertaining enough. I've heard it ends on a cliffhanger so I'm interested to see where it goes and how it ends.
Current progress: 54%

WHAT DID YOU RECENTLY FINISH READING?

It took two full months but I finally had my first five star read of the year. Still was jaw-droppingly good. No great surprise, I guess, because Kennedy Ryan is an insanely gifted writer and is masterful and creating a sense of realism and emotional connection. After Still, I feel like I'm speechless and yet could also talk about it for hours. I'll have to gather my thoughts before trying to write a review. 

I listened to Scandalous Billionaire on the Read Me Romance podcast and it was... pretty ridiculous. I'm all for mindless entertainment but this was just stupid.

I took me a bit to fully get into Regretting You, which had nothing at all to do with the book and was soley because I just didn't have time to read. But once I did I flew through it and could hardly put it down. In typical CoHo fashion, she created characters that felt completely realistic in all their flaws. Also in typical CoHo fashion, there were impossible situations, twists of fate, and moral dilemmas that had my heart hurting fall all involved. All that to say, I loved it. :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'LL READ NEXT?


    

Not exactly sure what I'll pick up next but I have some really strong contenders. I'm equal parts nervous and excited for Wild at Heart. I adored The Simple Wild but I'm worried about what Calla and Jonah are going to go through in this one. I feel like I see Kendall Ryan's books everywhere but have never read anything by her. I just recently saw that Hoopla had a few by Ryan so I downloaded Playing for Keeps. Lastly, Devney Perry is an author that I have been meaning to try for almost two years now. I'm convinced that I will love her (based on absolutely nothing, but whatever) but even so it still hasn't happened. So Tattered is high on my list and a real possibility for my next read.

What are you currently reading?
I wanna know! :)

Top Ten Tuesday: Going Solo (Books with Single-Word Titles)

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl.

This week's Top Ten Tuesday topic: 
Books with Single-Word Titles

Sometimes less is more. With that in mind, this week's topic is focusing on books with single-word titles. I was actually surprised by how many I've read with just one word titles. Loads! 


Here are my picks...



Have you read any of these books?


The Sunday Post #197


The Sunday Post is a weekly meme hosted by Caffeinated Book Reviewer.
It's a chance to share news - a post to recap the past week on your blog, 
showcase books and things we have received, and share news about what is
coming up on your blog in the week ahead. You can find the info here:

  • This past week was insanely busy at the office and I felt like I never even came up for air. I hit the ground running as soon as I walked in each morning, ate lunch at my desk, and kept on going. I went home mentally drained each evening. Not a bad week, but definitely a tough one. And also the reason why I only managed two blog posts all week.
  • My brother-in-law and sister-in-law from North Carolina are here for the weekend. It was a last-minute decision - they called on Friday to say they were driving down here Saturday morning. I'm thrilled to see them (because when it comes to in-law's I was gifted with the best and I truly gained a brother and a sister) but it also shifted the whole weekend. I need to somehow find a way to squeeze in a grocery run and do laundry for the week today which is why today's post is going to be pretty abbreviated.
  • Thanks to everyone who entered my Favorite Things Giveaway Hop throughout February. After letting Rafflecopter choose the winner I decided to go ahead and give away all of the books I was offering up and chose additional winners. So congrats to Jen, Deanna and Angela. I still have a signed copy of King by T.M. Frazier up for grabs so if there are any takers just a leave a comment. First comment to claim it gets it.* 
     (*As with the giveaway, the offer is for U.S. addresses only due to shipping costs.)

WHAT I COMPLETED IN THE LAST WEEK:
WHAT I'M CURRENTLY READING: 
    
    


PHYSICAL BOOKS:

KINDLE BOOKS:





How was your week? Any new books? Any news to share? 
I'd love to hear about it!